| [007] Parting is such sweet sorrow. |
[Nov. 2nd, 2008|12:03 am] |
I can't do this anymore. I just can't go on knowing what I did to Cait. It's become too stressful to lie day in and day out to everyone about raping her. To my mother, to my uncle, to my lawyer- I'm sorry, I don't know what took over me. The trial starts in two days but I don't think I can make it that long.
Cait- We had a good run for quite some time, but for some reason I felt the need to abuse you both mentally and physically in some sort of sad attempt at feeling powerful. For that I am extremely sorry and I want you to know that I did love you... I do love you. For each and every insult and every time I laid a hand on you I'm sorry.
Gabe- In retrospect I've realized that I had no reason to have started this personal vendetta against you. You did the right thing in helping Cait. You are a true friend to her. Watch out for her, alright?
Eddie- You were supposed to just be an unnessacery casualty so that I could see to it that those who I thought had wronged me paid and not only do I appologize to you, but also your entire family. Maybe I should have thought things out a bit more before acting so rashly, not that it matters now.
Alena- I figured that the best way to get to Gabe was to hurt those close to him, and in doing so felt the need to make sure that you were hurt. I have an intimate understanding of turning myself invisible and that night at your apartment it was me that pushed you down the stairs; you didn't trip. If you can forgive me I'd appreciate it, but if not... I understand.
Dylan- I still haven't quite figured you out yet and it's not looking like I will ever get the chance too, but that's fine. I know I've called you horrible things and we even got into that fist fight outside of your work one day, but for some reason you just didn't sit well with me. I'm not a very accepting person and never have been, but I shouldn't have treated you like that. You throw a good punch, man.
Mom- I know that when I was growing up you tried to pretend like Dad didn't hit you and hide the bruises from me and I'm so sorry that it seems like in his death I've only taken up his position. My actions are not because of anything you have ever done or haven't done. I love you so much and want you to know that you don't need to worry about me anymore. -Chaddykins
To any one else I have hurt over the years- I know this isn't a complete list in any way, but if I were to appologize to each and every person I've ever hurt we'd be here forever. If I've ever bullied you, called you names, said something disrespectful to you or really anything -and I realize this is beginning to sound like a broken record- I'm sorry.
-Chad Jacob Daniels |
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| [006] Deceitful little lions. |
[Oct. 24th, 2008|03:01 am] |
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One down, one to go. You'd better watch it, blondie.
Oh but don't think I've forgotten about the rest of you. Your time will come. |
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| [005] Smash, grab and pulp. |
[Oct. 20th, 2008|08:28 am] |
My court date has been set for Monday November 3rd.
This should be fun.
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| [004] Bullshit. |
[Oct. 8th, 2008|10:48 pm] |
It's good to see your fucking tax dollars at work- framing an innocent man.
By the way for all of you jackasses that feel the need to harass my mother- the number's been changed.
PRIVATE
Jesus fucking christ. That stupid little bitch and her stupid fucking friends, I'm going to kill every single last one of them. And that fucking reporter that put my name in the paper. My Mom had to call my Uncle Jono and practically beg for him to bail me out. So then I got to have a nice long little talk with my estranged uncle yesterday morning, of course I convinced him I was innocent. He said he's gonna get me the best lawyer he can and I'm not to talk to any body about anything that happened, lest not the press.
For the fucking record spending the past few days in jail was not fun at all, filled with fucking faggots and white trash. Gotta love those skin heads though, I've got a fucking busted lip and a knot on the side of my head that makes Texas looks small in comparision. Fucking Nazi scum.
I still can't fucking believe she'd do this to me. GAH! Fuck you Caitlin.
You're all as good as dead. |
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| [003] Take it back? |
[Oct. 7th, 2008|03:36 am] |
You think you know what's good for yo
Do you think you honestly know what is good
How can you think you know wha
Don't even think you know what is good for you, you stupid b
You don't know what's good f
I've had it up to here with this shit. |
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| [002] HAHAHAHA! |
[Oct. 1st, 2008|07:21 am] |
People think they can control me and mine? Think that they can get into a fight with me and walk away? Fuck that. You had better watch yourself, Hayes.
On another note I heard that Coach Davis from the highschool offed himself. Oh that's hilarious. Dude was a fucking asshole. Hope he rots in fucking hell. |
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| [001] P R I V A T E . |
[Sep. 28th, 2008|03:04 pm] |
That bitch! That stupid, stupid bitch!
She's cheating on me I know it. I just can't figure out who it's with, I've got it narrowed down though. She's not as smart as she thinks she is- it's either gotta be that David guy or one of the guys she works with Derrick and Glen or something. Their names are irrelevant. She thinks she got off bad this time, it's a fucking black eye get over it!
I swear to fucking God when I find out who she is cheating on me with they will be dead. Cait better watch her back too, if she fucking knows what is good for her. You never know where the guy who can turn invisible at will'll show up. I still can't believe that she has turned me into this, this is all her fault. If she fucking did as I told her NONE OF THIS would be happening... and I reiterate stupid bitch.
I'll fucking kill you all |
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